What a world...

*Jennidia stroles in comfendantly and stretches her muscles. Feeling the eyes of the audiance she takes a gentle bow to the front row lifting her head to the back row as she nods deeply. Lifting her strance she straightens her back with grace. Blinking evenly and flattens her tongue against her mouth clearing her throat.

Jennidia; reaches inside her peti coat pulling out a scroll as she steps up to the podium that is elagantly placed right in the middle of the stage. Taking in a deep breath she smoothes out the pages. Pasturing herself she reads. Lifting her voice to the crowd she narrates her events of this dear woman's life.*

~As the angel swirls in the array of man, and beast. She finds a burden befall her. She begins to notice changes in her schedule. The voices of man begin to fade. Her heart begins to beat gently as though in a sense of pride. No emmense flutter to meet the next being in need for help or guidance. For once her mind was clear. No cries for help. No screams, no prayers. Pure...silence. She flutters down an takes a seat upon a toad stole. Pondering her feelings of light heartedness. Never has she felt so at ease. So embraced by peace.

Her days as an angel has been of fear, and work. Constantly in need, and rushing to mans side with great care and concern. Today nothing called to her, but the sound of her own beating heart.

She flexed her wings looking up at them in great wonder. What a burden it must be to wrap the worlds fears inside such a brillant light.

*Jennidia wraps her wings around her. Embracing herself, feeling the feathers brush her skin*

As she breathed in the scent of her own lifeforce she glowed for the first time. She had brought great light to man. The holyest of all kinds. But this was a new light. One that she had yet felt. It wraped her and called to her gently. It had a song all its own. Lifting her wings she takes to the skies. Rising higher and higher. Not to reach the clouds of heaven but to touch the stars. To shine next to them. She went here to find answers. Ones in which would soon be given to her.

Hoovering over the land of man she peered down through the night sky. Hearing...nothing...Nothing touched her mind. Nothing called out in pain. Such a feeling of peace. She stretched out her arms and prayed. Prayed deeply for an answer as to why.

A single voice spoke. Gently, and soothing. "Sidhe"....

She opened her eyes to find the voice. The single voice that pierced the silence in her mind. She wirled around. Desperate to find answer. She called out "Sidhe? WHAT? What is that?" she spoke out demanding an answer.

The wind rouse up around her. Hugging her gently like a night summer breeze. "Sidhe...." it spoke gently again. Faint yet loving. Like a mother whispering to a child.

She looked up into the night sky, and out from behind a darkned cloud the moon formed. As though coming from a distant land. She stared in wonder at the beauty before her. She moved without thought. She removed her robes letting them fall to the land below.

Skyclad* she opened her arms to the great moon. Calling out like a woman seeking answers. "What do you ask of me?" The warm wind graced her naked flesh caressing gently, again it spoke "Sidhe". Hearing the words roll over her mind she spoke it out loud, "Sidhe".

"Sidhe...."

Opening her wings crossing her legs opening her arms. She lets the word fill her. Leaning back she falls to the sound in her mind. The light that was forming gently began to build around her. Wrapping and circling. Her mind was filling with so much. The smell of grass filling her nose, the taste of water rushing over her tongue, the warmth of fire building inside her heart. The grace of wind wrapping around her body in loving arms. Her soul building in ways she had never felt.

She stretched her wings furthur bearing all she is. An array of light shot through her body wrapping her wings, her legs, her chest, her head, her eyes, her mind. So much she could barely see the moon over such brillance.

A moment later she felt her body being lowered to the ground. As she touched the soft earth below she feel gently asleep. Exhausted from the overwelming feelings rushing through her.

She awoke to the sound of birds chirping, and water rushing past. Waking up she peered at a babbling brook that was just a stone throws away. She sat up realizing she was still skyclad she wrapped her arms around her frame. Looking around she felt her hair fall over her flesh.

It sent sensations through her body that made her shiver. She gasped out loud from the caress. She flexed her muscles and stood letting her body wake fully. She stretched reaching out and feeling the warmth of the morning sun roll over her skin. She sighed gently smiling to herself. She began to hear a new sound. She could hear the very essance of her heart beating. She stood in awe listening to the sound. Then other things began to fill her mind. The sound of the bird, the water, the crunch of the earth beneath her toes. She opened her arms and began to do something she had NEVER done on land. She danced....

Slowly at first but more as she heard the sounds of the Goddess fill her body. She moved faster. Faster..until it filled her mind...her body, her soul, her heart. As she moved she felt a sensation she had never felt before. She was lighter then usual. She looked back and her eyes grew wider. Her wings....her once long featherly wings were now bare. They were clear as ice, and sheer as hair. She fluttered then gently looking in awe as she moved to the wind.

The sun captured her wings and she gasped in awe as the sun pierced straight through casting a prism of wonderous colors before her. Such pure beauty....

She opened her mouth and spoke softly more as to herself.

"Sidhe...."

A faint smile covered her face as she wrapped her arms around her giggling for the first time EVER. She moved towards the brook and yet again began to dance to the wonders of nature.

*Skyclad; meaning nude

Into the Sun

Jennidia has been working and watching over man, but as she watches over them they wonder off into areas that she tries not to venture into. A new land has been formed in Aglarond. Is it called Argoth. The land of Darkness. The pit of hell is in the bowls of this forsaken land. The ruler of this abyss of darkness is "Damian Darkheart". He is a Dark Mage. He also formed the teaching of the Dark Mages. Jennidia being known as a "retired" Mage. She still feel the sting of magick running through her. As she reads and continues to learn of this "Argoth" she is given word that her husband is working on something. He sends scrolls out every day to various people. She never likes to bother him when he is in one of his rants for she knows that if he is upset in the worst forms of manors that he will not leave his rage. Something about Fae's. When they want to do something. It will get done at all cost. So she learned to stay out of his "Warpaths"

Reading on her council scrolls and thinking on what to do for the people of Aglarond confused and watching the clouds form in Argoth, she listens to her husband wonder around aimlessly muttering to himself. Watching him stop occasionally to jostle something down then to pace again. The loft upstairs was turned in to a thinking room since Creag decided that he has some changes he wished to present to the Simbul of Aglarond. There is much that he has in mind, but Jennidia herself is trying to keep her mind busy from the screams she now hears in Aglarond.

She left Creag to his rambling and went to visit Argot to provoke peace among the King, and as he was about to speak with her something set him off, and he called out for her demise. She fleeted for her life but felt more distraught then ever. "How to save mankind with this darkness" she taught as she rose to the heavens. Finding a demon was still hot on her feet she landed on Aglarond soil. He call out for peace as she agreed to meet with him. She noticed something strange as he approached her. He looked familiar under the cloak of darkness he wore. He moved his hood back and smiled through a darkened face. Yet his frame was still there. It was Vondred. He had been gone from Aglarond for a long time, and she had not thought to ask of his disappearance, for many people of Aglarond have been missing.

He spoke to her of a treaty that he wished to forge with Aglarond. A peace of neutrality between the Angels, and the Demons. She listened as he asked for the blood of an Angel. Horror filled her face as a long time friend of hers asked her for blood of a divine being. A being of light. He told her how this angel called himself the "Fist of God" she listened in disgust as Vondred told her that this was a "Fallen" Angel and covers himself in robes to hide among the divine. She screamed for him to stop but his voice only grew stronger. He spoke of how he was killed. Sent to an abyss of darkness to find himself. She listened, and was confused but listened.

She called him a false friend, and a demon speaking of darkness to fill her heart of her brothern. He kept on talking as if her words were dust. He spoke of a breed of a new demon arising. Stronger, faster without words or remorse rising. An angel of Death being born, and the death of her brothern would stop this. He pleaded with her to bring this angel to him so that he can be cast into the void. She refused, confused and hurt. Never had she taught that Vondred of all beings would ask such a thing of her. He finally lost his nerve with her and screamed out. "LOOK AT ME! THIS IS WHAT HE DID TO ME! LOOK AT YOUR ANGELS WORK! HE BETRAYED ME, YOU. LOOK!" He turned pulled back his cloak as a darkness filled her vision of a massive form of wings pulled from his flesh. He took to the air, and from sight.

She slowly flew home. She walked through the door and went straight to bed. To much for her Angelic mind to gather at the moment.

You? The Messiah..Really??

(I am not going to say who this is dedicated too. I am just going to see how long it takes him to realize.)


All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me

You want to know why I feel so horrified?
I've let my innocence die
You want to know why I can't be pacified?
You made me bury something
I won't be sleeping tonight

I only wanted a blessing made
Now I've been labeled a renegade
It seems so clear now what I must do
You're no immortal
I won't let them
Deify you
They view you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented man

You want to know why it seems the passion's died?
We've all been living this lie
You want to know why my will's been fortified?
You've made me hunger again
Good luck sleeping tonight

I only wanted a blessing made
Now I've been labeled a renegade
It seems so clear now what I must do
You're no immortal
I won't let them
Deify you
They view you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented man

All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me

Deify you
They view you as the new messiah
Deify you
Renew belief in some demented man

This looks bad...but. I can explain...I think...

You Are Destined to Rule the World

You have the makings of a very evil dictator... Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary! Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not. But at least you know that you could.

Are You Destined For World Domination?

(um...no explanation I am afraid)

Lucifer's Angel

Behind those eyes lies the truth
and grief
Behind those beautiful smiles
I've seen tragedy
The flawless skin hides
the secrets within
The silent forces that secretly ignite
your sins

Fly away
fly away
From the torch of blame
They hunt you-the Lucifer's Angel

Never lived
you never died
Your life has been denied
They call you
Lucifer's Angel

Beyond these clouds you can
hide all your tears
Beyond this world you'll be safe
from their wicked fears
And in their hearts they fear
your demands
You know their minds
won't accept you, they'll never
understand

Fly away
fly away
From the torch of blame
They hunt you
Lucifer's Angels

You never lived
you never died
Your life has been denied
They call you
Lucifer's Angel

On your own
I know you can make it
truth or bone
I know you can shake it
Survive alone
I know you can take it
ohhhohhhohhh

Fly away
Fly away
From the torch of blame
They hunt you-the Lucifer's Angel

You never lived, you never died
Your life has been denied
They call you
Lucifer's Angel

Fly away
Fly away
Run away
Run away
Hide away
Hide away-Lucifer's Angel

Fly away
Fly away
Run away
Run away
Hide away
Hide away-Lucifer's Angel

Fly away
Fly away
Run away
Run away
Hide away
Hide away-Lucifer's Angel

Dead or not to be Dead?

Well this is an interesting array of wonder. I am dead. Yep one dead Angel. Meduzza killed me with a fire ball, but how do you ask did a fire ball kill and imortal being. Well lets look at that. Before Creag and I were married he was very angry with me for being betrothed to a man called Talisen. Who is long gone now. After he found out that I was pregnant with Creag's child. Well before Creag knew I was pregnant all he knew was that I was going to marry in his absense. So he went to his uncle and asked for a dagger. A dagger that can kill imortal beings. Creag was going to use it on himself, but he was so full of rage he went after me. Someone warned me of his coming and I stood waiting for him staff in hand. Ready for him to "Try" and take my life. He tried, but something flashed in his eyes and he flew off. I think his pain finally got the best of him. So off he went with me screaming for him to finish the job. Calling him all forms of mentionable names. I guess you could say it was out first "fight". So I locked myself aways hoping that he would not return for his safty. But after all was said and done we finally married and he placed the dagger away. Well what he had neglacted to remember was that his uncle was waiting paitiently for a "soul" in payment for this blade.

So once his uncle heard that Creag and I finally settled down. His uncle was enraged and asked for my angelic light. Creag was distraught and did not know what to do. Nothing was going to escape his uncle. So he did what he knew what to do. He placed my soul in a jar, and sent my body to his uncle. Well as time went on Creag became lonely and release my spirit from the jar. He chained me to him to make sure that I would not wonder off and become weakend. Being away from a body weakens the soul. So he kept me close. My only son was not even able to see me, and would slip into a quiet slumber as I grew near him. I watched quietly over my friends and family as nothing much more then a wisp.

Oneday I heard a scream. My son calling out in the night. I slipped from Creags binding quietly as I went to my son's crys. My son was being drug off by a demon named Meduzza. I quietly followed mustering all the strength I could. But I was still very weak from being near Creag, and not really getting out. She drug him into a hidden passage way. I prayed out that someone would hear his cries and quietly followed in the night. Watching and becoming angrier that no one came. Not even my husband knew of his capture. Finally I lost it. I screamed out in the darkness as the Demon untied him to look at her prize. She didn't know who called out and wandered off for a moment. My son was dazed not sure of the sound and swayed lightly as if he was going to pass out. I screamed out again. This time walking to him. He saw me "DEAR GODS" he saw me. I screams and screamed telling him to run, but he just stood there looking at me. WHY DIDN'T HE RUN! I was growing furious and finally he woke up. Snapped out of whatever he was seeing. He spoke out "Mommy. Were am I. MOMMY!" I began to cry and I ran to him wrapping my arms around him. Or at least trying to. The Demon bewildered walked in confused and saw me. I covered Evanos and told her to leave. I had forgotten that I was a weakened spirit. I screamed at her to leave. Over and over. But she just stared at me. I let Evanos go and stood between her and myself. I heard a noise outside. Someone was coming. I wasn't sure who. I called out and she realized that she could see and hear me she panicked. She mustered up a quick fire ball, and before I could move I took the full blast. I flew back against Evanos. He collapsed quietly on the ground. Maybe just passed out from frieght and astonishment to see his mother after so long.

I felt him underneight me quiet and small. A small moan escaped me as I looked down on him feeling myself slowly disolving into nothingness. I was so weak that I couldn't move. I felt another blast hit me square in the back and I cried out. Praying that he was not being harmed. All went black. I was gone. I had been fully destroyed beyond all repair. My soul. My very spirit was abliterated. I heard nothing, I saw nothing. I screamed in the nothingness. NOTHING BUT BLACKNESS. Here I sit. Here I wait. I pray someone can bring me back. My body in nothing but darkness in a rotting dungeon, and my soul in a plane I have never been. Not light. Nothing just pure abyss. Angels, Demons, nothing can enter this.

Here I wait. Here I will stay. All I am left with is my thoughts, and quietness. Not sound, not song. NO MUSIC. I am the angel of Music. Gods I am going to loss it. I can't handle so much stillness. No light. Nothing. No touch, no words. I close my eyes. I wrap my arms around nothingness and wait. Silently wait for a gentle hand to pull me out. Out of what I do not know. "DEAR GODS SOMEONE LET ME OUT"

Jennidia and her family

Gwen and her brother.
Jennidia's Brother Cyliss
Hanz
Creag calling his Kingdom
Evanie
Evanos Ethaniel
King Iozz losing his mind after the death and rape of Queen Kitti
Evanos comforting his father
Evanos Vowing to Defend his Family
Creag Changed after Jennidia's Death
Evanos Ethaniel (Teenager)
Jennidia and Queen Kitti
Jennidia

Time to Remember
Creag and Jennidia Marriage
Arvanos Waywreth
Kitti Queen of Gamilia

Creag and Jennidia Emmons