Dead or not to be Dead?

Well this is an interesting array of wonder. I am dead. Yep one dead Angel. Meduzza killed me with a fire ball, but how do you ask did a fire ball kill and imortal being. Well lets look at that. Before Creag and I were married he was very angry with me for being betrothed to a man called Talisen. Who is long gone now. After he found out that I was pregnant with Creag's child. Well before Creag knew I was pregnant all he knew was that I was going to marry in his absense. So he went to his uncle and asked for a dagger. A dagger that can kill imortal beings. Creag was going to use it on himself, but he was so full of rage he went after me. Someone warned me of his coming and I stood waiting for him staff in hand. Ready for him to "Try" and take my life. He tried, but something flashed in his eyes and he flew off. I think his pain finally got the best of him. So off he went with me screaming for him to finish the job. Calling him all forms of mentionable names. I guess you could say it was out first "fight". So I locked myself aways hoping that he would not return for his safty. But after all was said and done we finally married and he placed the dagger away. Well what he had neglacted to remember was that his uncle was waiting paitiently for a "soul" in payment for this blade.

So once his uncle heard that Creag and I finally settled down. His uncle was enraged and asked for my angelic light. Creag was distraught and did not know what to do. Nothing was going to escape his uncle. So he did what he knew what to do. He placed my soul in a jar, and sent my body to his uncle. Well as time went on Creag became lonely and release my spirit from the jar. He chained me to him to make sure that I would not wonder off and become weakend. Being away from a body weakens the soul. So he kept me close. My only son was not even able to see me, and would slip into a quiet slumber as I grew near him. I watched quietly over my friends and family as nothing much more then a wisp.

Oneday I heard a scream. My son calling out in the night. I slipped from Creags binding quietly as I went to my son's crys. My son was being drug off by a demon named Meduzza. I quietly followed mustering all the strength I could. But I was still very weak from being near Creag, and not really getting out. She drug him into a hidden passage way. I prayed out that someone would hear his cries and quietly followed in the night. Watching and becoming angrier that no one came. Not even my husband knew of his capture. Finally I lost it. I screamed out in the darkness as the Demon untied him to look at her prize. She didn't know who called out and wandered off for a moment. My son was dazed not sure of the sound and swayed lightly as if he was going to pass out. I screamed out again. This time walking to him. He saw me "DEAR GODS" he saw me. I screams and screamed telling him to run, but he just stood there looking at me. WHY DIDN'T HE RUN! I was growing furious and finally he woke up. Snapped out of whatever he was seeing. He spoke out "Mommy. Were am I. MOMMY!" I began to cry and I ran to him wrapping my arms around him. Or at least trying to. The Demon bewildered walked in confused and saw me. I covered Evanos and told her to leave. I had forgotten that I was a weakened spirit. I screamed at her to leave. Over and over. But she just stared at me. I let Evanos go and stood between her and myself. I heard a noise outside. Someone was coming. I wasn't sure who. I called out and she realized that she could see and hear me she panicked. She mustered up a quick fire ball, and before I could move I took the full blast. I flew back against Evanos. He collapsed quietly on the ground. Maybe just passed out from frieght and astonishment to see his mother after so long.

I felt him underneight me quiet and small. A small moan escaped me as I looked down on him feeling myself slowly disolving into nothingness. I was so weak that I couldn't move. I felt another blast hit me square in the back and I cried out. Praying that he was not being harmed. All went black. I was gone. I had been fully destroyed beyond all repair. My soul. My very spirit was abliterated. I heard nothing, I saw nothing. I screamed in the nothingness. NOTHING BUT BLACKNESS. Here I sit. Here I wait. I pray someone can bring me back. My body in nothing but darkness in a rotting dungeon, and my soul in a plane I have never been. Not light. Nothing just pure abyss. Angels, Demons, nothing can enter this.

Here I wait. Here I will stay. All I am left with is my thoughts, and quietness. Not sound, not song. NO MUSIC. I am the angel of Music. Gods I am going to loss it. I can't handle so much stillness. No light. Nothing. No touch, no words. I close my eyes. I wrap my arms around nothingness and wait. Silently wait for a gentle hand to pull me out. Out of what I do not know. "DEAR GODS SOMEONE LET ME OUT"